I wonder if you’re like me and have a drawer or a box or a folder where you put all sorts of precious things you can’t quite bring yourself to throw away? My drawer of treasures is almost overflowing. It currently contains old certificates, cards of appreciation from the various places I have worked, funny little messages my children or grandchildren have written, various orders of service from weddings and funerals we have attended, newspaper and magazine cuttings about people I knew—and so the list goes on. But in one folder I unearthed there recently, I found some of my writing from over twenty-five years ago. I didn’t even remember clearly that I was doing any writing at that stage of my life, but there was the evidence before my eyes. As I sorted through it, I found an old church newsletter from 1985—and on the front was a poem I had written.
Now I don’t pretend to be a poet. I have enough trouble being a novelist! But I immediately remembered the emotions and frustrations I was feeling at that time in my life as I read my poem again—emotions that stirred me enough to work hard to express them on paper. Thankfully, by the grace of God, I came through that time, but it occurred to me that there may be some people out there who are going through similar frustrations in their lives right now, particularly in their writing journeys. So last week, I chose to share my poem in a blog I wrote for the International Christian Fiction Writers blog (http://internationalchristianfictionwriters.blogspot.com/). And lo and behold, already two people I have never met have contacted me from the other side of the world, expressing how much the poem had meant to them and asking for permission to reproduce it. One lives in the Adirondack Mountains in the north of New York State – I don’t even know where that is!
If God could use a simple, little poem to bless someone else so far away, I figured that maybe he also wants to bless someone closer to home. So I decided to share my poem again, in case any of you identify too with what I wrote. The poem really is a prayer—a cry from my heart at the time—and is based on Isaiah 9:6: For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And he will be called Wonderful Counsellor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.
Wonderful Counsellor, surround me with your wisdom.
My mind is tired, with indecision torn.
Where is the path prepared for me to follow?
I need you, Lord, to watch, to guide, to warn.
Almighty God, defend me with your power.
My weakness wins, my courage ebbs away.
O Holy One, great Lord of all creation,
For strength to stand secure I humbly pray.
Everlasting Father, how you love me!
I am your child, forgiven, forever free!
O hold me fast, transform me to your likeness,
Till men in me your face more clearly see.
Prince of Peace, bestow your calm assurance.
My heart is troubled, turmoil takes control.
O send your soothing Spirit to surround me.
Speak, Lord, till I am still within my soul!
Is that your heart cry right now? May you have listening ears to hear what God is saying to you. And may you know the loving presence of the Prince of Peace close by you and around you this Christmas, giving you all the wisdom and assurance you need.
Poetry from he heart is so powerful, Jo-Anne. Thanks for sharing such a wonderful piece. Blessings on you and yours this Christmas. Jo xx
Thanks so much, Jo, for your comments. As I said, I don’t pretend ot be a poet, but I remember there were a lot of emotions swirling round in me at that time of my life and it seemed best expressed via poetry. Lovely that you can celebrate this Christmas, knowing your book is on its way to being published! Rochelle is also publishing a book by a friend of mine this year – it’s called ‘My China Mystery’ and is by Marion Andrews. God bless!
Wow, it’s timeless too. Imagine something you wrote in 1985 blessing a couple of people on the other side of the world in 2011! That’s part of the magic of why we keep going.
Have a lovely Christmas,
Paula
Amazing, isn’t it, Paula? I was thinking along those lines when I wrote the blog. And I seem to remember it might have been you who mentioned on a panel at the Writers’ Fair how our books may well influence others long after we’re gone. And one of the other people who responded to my poem was a writer from the west coast of Ireland who stumbled upon the ICFW blog somehow – such disparate places! Hope you have a lovely Christmas too. God bless!
That’s beautiful Jo-Anne. I sent that verse around to my Rahab Prayer Group this week. Would you mind if I also sent them your poem as the icing on the cake?
Lovely poem! Thanks for sharing.
Thanks, Sonia! Nice to meet you in this way!
That’s absolutely fine, Kerrry! I’m just amazed the poem is touching people’s hearts so many years after I wrote it – had barely started my writing journey then.
Jo-Anne, that was truly beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing it with us. It definitely echoes in my heart.
Thanks for your encouraging comments, Lynne. God bless – and may the Prince of Peace be close to you this Christmas and give you the stillness you need deep within.